Archive for June, 2010
My Imperfect World, in poem.
by Reizou Tachikawa on Jun.18, 2010, under General
My Imperfect World
What do you actually do when your dreams clash,
and they don’t quite agree with one another?
What do you do when you have the love of your life in one hand,
and a lifelong hope in the other?
Maybe, these dreams aren’t meant for me, or maybe,
just one will materialize,
But seriously, how is life really supposed to be?
The perfect flow is but a long-standing fantasy,
Meant to be relegated eternally,
to the dumps because, life ain’t as perfect as I thought it’d be.
As much as I have my dreams and and the perfect picture in my head,
My internal self is not quite agreeable with that.
It’s pretty scary how things turned out the way it had,
yet there’s a certain sense of calm in my head.
After relying on so much of people’s opinions and thoughts,
it came to a point where I just knew I had to come to a stop.
Some people have the luck of going for what they want,
no need for any compromise on their end.
But I have not been afforded that luxury, and maybe I’m not so blessed in that sense,
but what I do know is that I have someone whom I really care for,
for me to really love and always adore.
I won’t give that up for the world, as much as I may need to go against one of my outlooks in life
One of which is to never give up on my dreams, not even when in strife.
But for us I am willing to make that sacrifice,
I do hope that this is not in vain, I know its not, but I just want to refrain,
from causing you any more possible future hurt and grief,
Maybe you’ll change your mind one day, but only if.
Hmm.
I’ve gone on rambling more than I should be,
Its supposed to be a poem, not something that would make people want to say ‘shoot me’.
Anyways, I think its time to lay down the truth out there for all to see,
See what?
That I think that now, being a pilot is just not the thing for me.
R.I.P.
