Tachikawa NO JIRETTAI BURO-GU!

Do you notice how some dreams seem sooo real, you wake up confused half of the next day? Its wierd how, even though they’re few & far between, it affects me so much. The emotions stranded within the confines of my mind (little girl: my my, what a complicated vocab you have there. the wolf said: the better to confuse you with, my dear.) leave such a lasting impression on me that..that I feel..I don’t know..

The euphoria of success, even though not real, is so captivating, so sweet, it greatly saddens me to know it wasn’t real AT ALL! sigh. ok. The dream basically involved me, a cute & petite girl from my Chemical & Life Sciences club days, trains. yes. trains. and nose rubbing. Told ya I was wierd. I mean..IT! Told ya IT was wierd. whatever. It works both ways anyways. and no, it wasn’t a wet dream. Did I mention she was DAMN cute? Saccharine-sweet and oh-so-delectable. Yum. haha.

Her name’s Serene. Cute Serene. The past can be so memorable. lol. Holding hands, whispering sweet nothings. Rubbing noses in an oh-so-cute manner..(so sue me, I’m a romantic at heart too. bitch.). She was cute alright, but I wasn’t even interested in her at ALL before. Ok, maybe a little. but it passes. Like that ‘girl-I-did-everything-for’ phase you say? Gee, fuck you very much. haha! but seriously. Why is everything manifesting itself this way?!

Maybe I need a little…I don’t know. Lovin’? None of that rough ‘I want you now’ thingies which usually results in hot passionate sex & stuff, ya know? Just someone cute & cuddly, to talk with & to hold & to nuzzle with. Sounds like I need a cat or somethin’. A pussy cat. Meow. Haha! What are you THINKING dude?! ok, ignore that cat bit. Just someone to love & to hold & to cherish. To give flowers to, to eat dinner with, laugh & cry & to enjoy a sunset..talk to. That kinda stuff. Is it too much to ask for? Maybe what I need is *gasp!*

Could it…be?! a…girlfriend?!….nah. Can’t be man. I’ll just immerse myself more in my friends, family, and my trusty, recently-tuned, piano! Yeap. That’s what I’ll do. girlfriend? sheesh, what was I THINKING? I’ll just work on my piano and singing skills, Singapore Idol 3 awaits! Heh heh.

Oh, check me playin’ Wang Lee Hom’s Kiss Goodbye on the piano here!:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZP4IIi71d4k

Comments please!

My life’s not THAT special ya? No secret ’bout THAT. heh. A little piano here, a little exercise there..gee whiz. Quite interesting thing is that, through my extreme boredom, I ‘ve discovered myself a new favourite author! I’ve seen his books for quite some time on the shelves in the book stores I’ve been to. Maybe you’ve seen him too?

Haruki Murakami’s the name! And writing’s his game. and DAMN! He’s so friggin’ good at it! His style of writing is so, so…complex, exciting, mind-boggling, confusing, yet in a certain eventuality..complete! It’s really wierd, by my standards, and my standards ALONE are wierd, so go figure. This author fuses normality with imagination so freakingly well, its ..umm.. freaky! You’re lost in the book, taken in by its simplicity of dealing with the simplest of human fantasies. The way he potrays his characters, the most minute of details, brings you SO MUCH into his spinning yarn, you literally LOOSE focus of the real world. Seriously, when I first read ‘Kafka on the Shore’, his latest offering, it spellbinded me sooo much, I was a bit disillusioned with real life. I wanted to live in the book itself! The adventures, the serenity, the sex (yes, sex.) was all…so…surreal, yet human. Wow. My imagination was given such a HUGE TREAT! Maybe many of you don’t know, but I’m a person very much activated by my huge imagination (thats how I play the piano. go figure.). The adventures, the serenity, the se..umm. no. not the sex. I don’t IMAGINE the sex. I HAVE it. hahaha! ok nevermind that. Anywayz, I just completed ‘Norwegian Wood’, another wonderful masterpiece from the master himself, and I’m gonna begin on ‘Dance Dance Dance’ soon enough. All 3 books in 3 weeks. Damn I’m addicted.

So yeah, my blog hiatus’ just about over now. First thing’s first, let me first congratulate the latest couple on the (en-)block, Chweng and May! Who woulda thought. I still remembered that fateful day you guys met at Grace’s very eventful freshman orientation thingy. It was love at first sight..ok maybe not. You guys didn’t talk much. But look at both of ya now. Rings and all. Sigh. Young love. I remember back in MY day…haha! ok, justttt kidding! lol. Anywayz, may you guys live happily ever after!

Secondly, my latest photo journal, begins! To see the captions, hold the mouse cursor over the pictures! Peace, and hope ya enjoy!